Like a dried leaf, we crumble one day. Eventually, we disintegrate to dust. What's left is but that faint line of rememberance otherwise known as memory. There is a time for everything - to come, to go... There is a time to live and to die... And well, I guess now's the time I know.

I shall not blog about the whole matter - it pains me. I've never lost any one this close... never... again, it's just that very moment when the meter goes flat... that very moment... how will I react? We know it's not long now.. we know. Just when? Tonight, tomorrow or maybe the day after. No one knows.

Feelings are mixed. To go in peace or to hold on. We don't want you to go but we know you're in pain. To love, to let go? Haix.

University applications are one headache - I've gotta give more thought to it before applying - I need time to think...

But now, sleep. And may it be sweet...