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Kai
29th March 1988

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Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Running

Running, to nineteen.
Tomorrow, the day after, stay.

Hmmm... random. No idea what that's supposed to mean but ya, just had the weird image of a running figure in my mind. So ya, run lo. Wonder how long I can run for if I push myself.

End the chase, kill thy pace.
Stop, drop and roll.

I swear I'm random. =) Well, through the curtains I shall run and see what the next scene brings. I'm sure I'll enter with a bang. Hahax. Pun intended.

And so, another day and year passes.

Kai :: 11:02 PM

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Crumble

And so the leaf crumbles... alongside with a shattered pane of glass.

I'll remember this day... forever.

Kai :: 11:24 PM

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Dried Leaf

Like a dried leaf, we crumble one day. Eventually, we disintegrate to dust. What's left is but that faint line of rememberance otherwise known as memory. There is a time for everything - to come, to go... There is a time to live and to die... And well, I guess now's the time I know.

I shall not blog about the whole matter - it pains me. I've never lost any one this close... never... again, it's just that very moment when the meter goes flat... that very moment... how will I react? We know it's not long now.. we know. Just when? Tonight, tomorrow or maybe the day after. No one knows.

Feelings are mixed. To go in peace or to hold on. We don't want you to go but we know you're in pain. To love, to let go? Haix.

University applications are one headache - I've gotta give more thought to it before applying - I need time to think...

But now, sleep. And may it be sweet...

Kai :: 12:16 AM

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

Random Thoughts - Relationships' "Space" Element

Inspiration does strike you once in a while when you're in the toilet. Somehow it does. Rationale behind it? Well, I guess it's like one of the few rare moments that you do get some time off to yourself to think - who in the right mind would follow you into the toilet while you are bathing or shitting eh?

Anyway, a random thought just struck me - strangely enough, about Relationships. I told you it was random. Yea. The issue of like giving each other "space" as some call it - books emphasis on the importance of it all but well, think I finally understand what it means and the reason behind it. Well, put simply, relationships turn sour and become a childish game of possession most of the time - it feels good to control someone else. It's a hard fact. Well, if we become overly obsessed with that fetish, then is not a relationship all about a game? Who can control who more? It turns childish - and we don't like to lose so ya, there you have it, a break-up. Space is not only for oneself but well, for the whole relationship I guess - you need time off to reflect, true - but so do you need to exercise maturity and trust in allowing the other party to roam ard a little. This way, we keep ourselves in check that we aren't engaging in a senseless game of power and control - it's more of just really enjoying each other's company and knowing that the other party is there to support you in times of need. Ya. Space is important thusfar, as mentioned above.

Haha... as I said, random - no implications ya? =) But ya, if I were ever to write a thesis on things like this, I need a hell not more of meat - but then again, somethings are really best not fully torn apart and understood - somethings, like music, are just meant to be enjoyed. Hahax.

Yup! That's all for today! Finished one project at work today - two more to go... and well, probably another two wks of PAID OT-ing... hahax...

Night world! Today becomes tomorrow.

Kai :: 12:16 AM

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